Since I left, I've been riding the wave of change, and it's been crazy.
I crashed and burned a few times, but I survived and prevailed.
My academics are going well, and my finances are getting better,
and now I'm getting closer to my life purpose.
While away, I experienced ego-death, fell into depression,
died, and then returned from the dead...
It turns out that LordRaahl the evil one is actually the beast in me, it's like a dragon.
after a long struggle with the dark side, it has decided that I must be in control, not the other way around. And CountFury is the shadow self, they are one and the same, but different...
It's like what the Buddha said, "The greatest enemy in life is yourself."
Here, read all these subtitles, it'll enlighten you, hehe.
The ego is like an object, it hungers and grows through time, and causes the light to cast a shadow. It blocks the confrontation with the shadow self, when it is destroyed (if you so choose it), the person has to face all of his darkness, fear, and everything he hated. If he overcomes, then can he restore the real self and rise, or he will live in low self esteem and misery.
Psychiatrists can never understand, but I alone know the mind-fk that is the Taurus/Scorpio axis with a quadruple Gemini/Sagittarius influence. (for those who don't know your birthchart in-depth, you should, or you're just in denial.)
Anyways, enough about *me*, how are you guys doing? hahahahahahaha.
The In-sane Monk
I also just quit cigarette, I'm only a social smoker now.
I tried to quit heavy metal too, but I cannot. >;(