Dying to lag outs/DC is rough, even dying to something screwed up like a busted affix is rough. But, when you come back(even if it's after a break), it's kind of like you understand it's really just about the journey(that WILL come to an end at some point).
It's all good, I think you already understand that. You, DiE and Rav1n are players I deeply respect... because you guys understand that the game is about more than just a baller profile and heroscore, and that that doesn't make the player or even shows that they're good or great at this game.
You guy's DH control is top of the line, and build creativity is off the map, that's what makes a great player.